I must have gone off of my medication at least eight times while I had my illness,
but each time I ended up going on a trip as if I were on drugs. I believe that
I truly had a chemical imbalance in my brain. For about three years during my
illness, which lasted for nine years, I didn’t go off of my medication at all.
I took comfort in the verses of 2 Corinthians12:7-10. Please read this Scripture
passage in your own Bible to find what it says. I thought that my illness was
a thorn in the flesh given to me by God. But as I have grown in the Lord, I
have realized that many aspect of my illness had to do with unwarranted fear
— fear of going insane, fear of a vengeful God, fear of being left behind in
the rapture, fear of demons — you name it. Early in the days of my illness,
I ran across 2 Timothy 1:7 , which says in the NKJV, “For God has not given us
a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.” This was one
of the main reasons I kept going off of my medication when I wasn’t supposed
to — I was not yet healed, but I longed for a healing so much that I tried
to force God to heal me by throwing myself out on a limb and daring God to catch
me when I fell off. But this verse also was one of the things that finally set
me free from bondage, as I realized that God had not given me my illness —
my illness involved a spirit of fear, and God does not give us a spirit of fear.
Plus, the spirit that is given by God is the spirit of a sound mind. If someone
does not have the Spirit of God, they can be driven insane by reading God’s
word, but reading God’s word with submission to its authority will also be the
a major catalyst in healing the same person. It is written somewhere in Scripture,
“He sent forth His word and healed me” Let me tell you a little bit about how
I came down with my illness.

I n 2012 : he keeps improving his ISO index :  ISO 169 ! 12th of the World Cup Grands Prix in the CSI4* of Al Ain and Abu Dhabi, 13rd GP CSI2* Auvers, 17th GP CSI3* Arezzo, …
  In 2011, 3rd of the GP in Abu Dhabi CSIW*** !
  In 2010, 6th in the World Cup GP of Dubaï CSI**** . Double clear round in the Nations Cup of Abu Dhabi CSIO*****, 4th for the Emirates. 3rd in the GP of Palaiseau CSI** . After the World Equestrian Games in Lexington, Kalaska de Semilly and Shaikha Latifa Al Maktoum, with their great experience acquired, win the Asian Games Silver Medal in equestrian individual jumping ! ( Let's read the article of theSilver Team medal on GulfNews ) They also triumphed in a tense jump-off and won a merited Team Silver Medal during those 16th Asian Games ! ( Let's read the article of theSilver Team medal on GulfNews )